Things I think are Sexy

Part One: A Suggestion At Dinner

dualpaperbags:

It is a jittery five minute walk two blocks down, followed by an equally jittery trudge up the three flights of stairs to your apartment. Their hands are full with leftovers and their shopping bags, so you hold the door for them. You nearly miss the cat trying to escape through the opening, but block it with a foot and place it back inside, securing the door behind the both of you. The cat slinks away to a hiding place as you put the leftovers in the refrigerator, making room between their farmers market spoils from the weekend and your iced tea for your styrofoam box of vegetarian ravioli and their separate container of spaghetti with meat sauce on top of it.

You step back into the living room/bedroom area to see them standing in the center of the room quite awkwardly, the shopping bags hanging limply in one hand. You step forward and place a hand on their side, and for a moment you find yourself staring into their eyes, the rest of the messy room falling away. They lean up ever so slightly, placing the smallest of kisses on your lips. A kiss just long enough for them to close their eyes and exhale slightly. It is a calm kiss, one that means to follow their lead and hold back for a few moments. The look in their eyes confirms this as they pull away, moving towards the bathroom. 

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so…um ya. I’m having trouble being articulate right now. I almost put this on my regular blog… but I wanted to be able to fully respond without worrying about who would see it. 

so serious TMI ahead…

First off this is incredibly sexy, like beyond sexy and I honestly can’t wait for the next part. Though for some reason it’s also kind of cathartic for me to read. I guess I get very caught up often in my personal gender issues, but I try to keep it all to theoretical things ( what does is mean to be a man or a woman, ect.). To be totally upfront right now, if I could pick and choose my parts, I want would want everything to stay the same- just with a cock instead of cunt.  So for me reading something like this, is kind of seeing a way to have something I really want without getting it. I feel like pegging( to be technical) has become such a fetishized thing. I don’t don’t want the crazy dominatrix aspect of it. So I guess it’s just really nice to this being depicted in normal relationship….if that makes sense.

my rambling is now done, pretty sure it didn’t make any sense.